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Sunday, September 28, 2008


Today im so sad
After i know my result in prelim is bad in this week
And something bad happen to me on friday
My phone spoil
I'm so sad
My pictures for hiroshima and my contact are lost
I don't know whether i can see them again
I just feel very sad
The pictures are like my memories, my life
It's part of my life and i lost it
I'm feeling useless and idiot
I can't even take care of my pictures
My contact has all my primary school teacher and classmate and secondary students and teachers number
And i lost them too

I even lose her number
I'm the worst
I don't feel like doing anything at all
It's so precious to me
Like part of my life is being taken away
Feeling terrible now

I don't wish to blog anymore
Sayoonara

Oyasumi nasai
Dear Friends

I killed a Hollow at 3:45 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008


Yoshi

Today i can't finish translation, Sorry Queen
i can't finish..Get it done by sunday one
And then guess i finish the rest of the episode translation next week

Tml have to go out..
Gonna get kill by jovi already
She killing me >.<

Nvm la at least she nv kill herself today
Let her kill me tml lol

Anyway, today i managed to see my anime relax relax
Tml destress destress
And ya noe some of the result for prelim

English pass
Math paper 1 pass
Physic fail >.<
Chem paper 1 fail >.<
how sad >.<

4get wad done has been done i had try my beST XD

Anyway gotta go see my anime and do some business
HOHOHOHO
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
YAHA
.....
rubbish maddness going on

bye

Oyasumi nasai
Dear Friends

I killed a Hollow at 9:46 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Today was a perfect day one.
but i was upset on the nite time

First...
My Chem dun tink can make it
Oh no gonna take a bashing from jovi, yunfang and mao le
holy nuts for sure scream at me...

second
i managed find out something happy
Queen ask whether wants to do Skipbeat in the forum( it was suggest by me to Queen, and after she went to see the manga, lol she kind of being hooked by it)
Den GoldenUmi aka GU went to see the manga also and also agree on it....
AND I WAS THRILLED BY THE FACT THAT IT CAN BE APPROVED
and Queen put me as translator...
AND today i complete translating SE episode 14 the examination...
For goodness i was laughing all the way when i was translating...So funny...
And i managed to finish it and hand it to Queen for TLC
DEN Queen let me knows Oski
Oh man he hyper super hyper and i was laughing the whole way chatting with him and queen
Marvellous haha....
Den he is the translator for Ga-rei which is also going to be air on next months
On the same day as Skipbeat...
So...anyway im his backup translator and he is my backup translator haha
IM being called shiro lol and i found out why >.<
ok nvm ....But i like it not bad Shiro sounds gd
Anyway continuing the talk....Oski went to see the manga for skipbeat and i went to see Ga-rei...FREAK IT WAS NICE...SWEAR GONNA BUY THAT MANGA....

So watch the stars come flying

Anyway...later on while i read my manga...someone chat with me...she tell me cyn birthday was tml...
so happy birthday cynthia...
den after a while of chatting with her on msn...i angrily and upset and close the com
after that she and i message each other through phone toking
den i very upset and i called her and tell her all of it
she jus stay silence when i was toking

I was very upset..my tears flow down...
im tired

anyway thanks GU Queen Oski and ya thanks Jo..manages to hear ur radio...COOL i like it i managed to found another song i like thanks to u
Hope u continued doing so

Oyasumi nasai
Dear Friends

I killed a Hollow at 8:29 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008


Hi guys...
Renovation is going on
and construction working is going on too
anyway dun tink anybody noes wad im toking
but feeling so dam tired
But when i think of my fall season coming
feeling happy to the topppp
Skipbeat is comming on in anime
Some anime like Hakushaku to Yousei, Tytania, ef - a tale of melodies, Kurogane no Linebarrels, Tales of the Abyss (a game i currently playing on psp so its cool too),
Ga-Rei: Zero, Vampire Knight Guilty(this is Vampire night season two, so gotta catch it...Goodness Hope Zero's ok), Kurozuka, Chaos;Head, Shikabane Hime: Aka, AND OF COURSE Skip Beat IN MY TOP OF THE LIST...
I went to ask Queen to allow me translate skip beat lol....hehe hope can..
Anyway,...I'm in GX_ST...
And its totally cool
I am a translator and i managed to finish my translation work.. weeee
Soul eater episode.
I'm currently gonna translate another episode and hand it in.
Even if it takes my time and stuff, i dont reali dislike translating and even if i'm pay or not...I just love the work...cruz anime is really part of me!!!
Anyway I GONNA POST MORE STUFF SOON ON THE FALL SEASON' COMING OUT ANIME...

currently no news on the date...that so sad...
WEEEE...this blog goonna be used for FIRST MY ANIME SECOND ANIME THIRD ME MYSELF AND I LOL

Rubbish jking...

GX_ST..GENERATION NEXT ROCKS...
PLEASE COME IN AND SEE...
*.* and ya before closing off...
I gonna thanks few people for helping me...
Carel, rachel, Jiamin, Nizham,Berwin,Yvonne,jovi AND a few people more who helped me when im low mood...MOODY EMO. lol

Hey..Anyway gonna be back soon..AND PRELIM GONNA OVER SOON
FOR GOODNESS SAKE..IT FREAKING TIRING ME.
but never mind i work hard no matter what...
Ren Tsuruga & Kyoto in Skipbeat..
GOTTA SEE!!!!

and ya GO WATCH SPECIAL A EPISODE 19 WHERE YAMAMOTO MEGUMI SINGS...MARVELLOUS
ENJOYS IT..MIGHT POST THE VIDEO SOON...

ANYWAY TML CHEMISTRY PAPER...
GANBATTE MINAI....

Oyasumi nasai...
Dear Friends..

I killed a Hollow at 4:10 PM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008


FOR THE GAY WHO SPAM ZHEN HONG'S BLOG!
READ IT IF YOU DARE, COWARD!

I killed a Hollow at 9:59 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

back for a reason

konnban wa..... maybe i have came back
BUT FOR AN REASON
cruz i hate ppl forging other ppl and tok rubbish
and i jus found one person in my tagboard using my name and say wad im gay and so on
first.....I SWEAR I WILL FIND DAT PERSON TILL THE BOTTOM AND I SWEAR I NOE ITS MY CLASS AND I HAVE AN IDEA WHO ISIT
AND SECOND....I HAVE AN IP ADDRESS OF THE BASTARD AND I GOONNA FIND WHO IS THAT...AND HE/SHE IS GONNA GET IT FROM ME....
AND IF THAT PERSON DUN COME FIND ME AND APOLOGISE....I SWEAR ONCE I NOE WHO THAT PERSON IS....
IM NOT SO KIND TO LET THAT PERSON OFF EASILY...
CRUZ TOO BAD FOR HIM/SHE...
IM ALREADY VERY ANGRY ON ONE PROBLEM AND THIS PERSON STILL COME TROUBLE BY MAKING SOME STUPID LAME AND IDIOT COMMENT ON MY BLOG.....
IM CAN SAY DAT I CAN SMASH THAT PERSON INTO PIECES....AND I SAE I WILL DO IT....

I killed a Hollow at 12:47 AM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Maybe last post in the blog

today having a different time den usual
had gone sch same time but i was in the bus
when i feel like vomiting
and den when i reach sch my stomach pain
but no one seems to care....
haha cruz there no one who reali care about me at all in the first place
who reali care?
i not even sure of myself..
den went home with bro
and have a 5hrs of slp and feeling better
but after dat when i was lying on the bed, tears drop and i started coughing badly
bad enough to cough out my organ.
but still who cares?
everyone seem to be in a distance away from me
progressing maybe but me was standing there waiting for them?
wad the point of having friendship when none care about u
i miss my jap trip friends
onli with them i reali feel joy and happy
even now when i look at the pics taken
my tears roll down my cheek
i was toking to carel yesterday.
i tell carel dat i miss everyone
carel sae why(well not jus her saying why, i tell uma, jacinta, razi and alot of ppl saying i miss them but none noe why)
i say it because of the trip ppl, i managed to reali enjoy the journey, especially when the days before the trip was my emo days and stressful
i really always look forward to the meeting even though i need to wait for 5-6hrs i still willing to wait....
i reali enjoy it..in fact it was the best in my life
i can onli say if not for this trip, i had never know real joy
thanks hirouka-san
and i continued telling carel dat
and carel say u make us too noble already
but i reply...it true the 25 students and 5 teachers, u all are noble to me
i really feel no regret even if i were to choose to die or live
u all reali make all the trouble in me gone...
Yet my classmates and friends no one know about my troubles
in fact i dun reali think they reali treat me as friend
so the 25 students are truely noble to me and i really felt honoured to be able to go
Holy(a person) says why dont u put the joy in the team and put it into the class and have fun
and i say how, when there are ppl who i feel they dislike me and dun understand me
den Holy says first is u nv let them understand u
but i say how to let them understand when there are ppl who always making use of me...there was this person by the name of SK ask me to go and play basketball with him on mon after sch cruz tutorial optional
but i say i dun wan cruz my foot very pain cruz my foot had a hole of the skin drop off
but he say wad kind of friend i am
First, it not i dun wan to go with him, it because my leg pain and he wan me to go out of sch to play a game and wan me go home myself isit?
HELLO?MY FOOT HURTS...DOES HE NOE? YES HE NOE CRUZ I SAY ALREADY AND HE STILL SAY WAD KIND OF FRIEND I AM....HEY DOES HE KNOW EVEN NOW MY FOOT HURTS AND I CANT WALK PROPERLY AND IN FACT WHEN HE ALWAYS ASK ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM I ALWAYS SAY OK.AND NOW IT JUS BECAUSE OF THIS, HE SAE WAD KIND OF FRIEND I AM...AND I SAY SORRY ALREADY HE DUN ACCEPT..SO U WAN ME DO WAD CUT OF MY LEG AND JUMP DOWN FROM THE BUILDING AND DEN U ACCEPT MY APOLOGY?
SUMMORE PPL LIKE MT OR ZX OR EVEN CYN....THEY ALL LIKE HATE ME OR WAD...A DISTANCE IS KEPT...EVEN JASMINE AND LINDA AND DOREWEN AND SHIMEI THEY ALLL....DOES ANYONE NOE MY FEELING? DOES ANYONE KNOW MY TROUBLES? DOES ANYONE KNOW?

so holy says its i nv let them understand me
BUT HOW TO LET THEM UNDERSTAND WHEN ME WHEN THEY LIKE SCARE OF ME OR DISLIKE ME OR WHEN I WAS WITH THEM, I FEEL LIKE IM IGNORED OR IRRITATING...SO U WAN ME DO WAD DEN U ALL CAN UNDERSTAND? SUICIDE ISIT OR BEING KILLED?
So wad the point of having classmates and friends...
no one cares...
and in facr in sec 2, i went to sickbed and my bag in the classrm...and when i come back my bag was on the floor with the content all around the floor..and when i ask my classmate who done it..no one know....THIS SHOWS WAD NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME..THEY DOESNT EVEN CARE ABOUT MY BAG...THEY DOESNT EVEN CARE TO HELP ME TAKE CARE...THEY DOESNT EVEN CARE TO SEE WHO WAS THE ONE...WAD THE POINT......I REALLY DUN WAN THIS
i cry saying all this to holy....
wad the point of me being born into this world?
wad the goal of me in this world?
i hav suffer for 6 years in pri sch
and now another 4 years
im tired reali tired

haha saying all this ...but it doesnt matter anyway...no one gonna look at it noone gonna to be bother by this...onli me..im jus so dumb and stupid...whenever got quarral with friends, always i say sorry...and they make use of the me sayin sorry first to get wad they wan...DUMB ARNT I.. REALI DUMB...STILL CHILDISH AND IMATURE...WAD THE POINT OF HAVING SAY IT IN THE FIRST PLACE WHEN NO ONE REALI ACCEPT IT AND ONLI JUS MAKE USE OF IT...WAD THE POINT OF HAVING SAY IT FIRST WHEN NO ONE WILL CARE ABOUT U AND STILL DOES THE SAME THING....I FEEL LIKE THERE NO GOAL...I WAN TO REST,,,,im tired reali tired....YAYA EVERYTHING MY FAULT RITE HOLY....I WAS THE ONE DAT CAUSE ALL THIS STUFF....RETRIBUTION ISNT IT?
Bye...im tired from crying and coughing

I killed a Hollow at 10:41 PM

Chan Zhen Hong, 16,Fan of Hitsugaya Toushiro,Juuban-taicho

[Likes]
anime
songs
reading books
games

[Dislikes]
talking
being teased on

Wishlist

see anime
study hard
buy psp
buy devil may cry 4
have lots of money
have my friend with me
the person i like

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